Monday, April 10, 2006

honestly. i think i m kinda of stupid now that i start to think of alot of things. i mean like on sunday when pastor tan preached bout us lifting our eyes from ourselves, from other people. i was like kinda thinking in my head. its like 'duh'. but den again as simple as pastor made it sound, and as much as each and everyone one of us know. we r still totally oblivious to when it happens. often we go. why they so liddat. why cant he come down to paya lebar. why cant you go to bukit batok. its not bout why they cant understand me. its bout why i cant make them understand me. arent we silly people. oh wells. realisation number 1.

next, its like u have an mp3 player from creative. den its spoilt and u have a warranty card. u can being it back to creative and get it replaced or repaired. wow, basic principle. no bodoh would ignore the experts and take it to some hardware store and have the hardware store owner make it even more 'unrepairable'. den its kinda like us. we are like mp3 players. repeating the same set of motions day to day the same way an mp3 plays its playlist. how enjoyable it is when the mp3 is like brand new, like how it was so great when we first received salvation. how come so many of us stop there. or stop a short distance after that. like how we mistreat our mp3 players after we have them for a period of time. often, like mp3 players, we break down, den we 4get all bout the warranty card. and cus of that we dun go back to creative and fix our mp3s. our christian walk is kinda like that. often we 4get the warranty card that God has placed in our lives, the bible, like a warranty card, its like a promise to us that no matter how badly smashed we are, we can be fixed. we often 4get that like creative manufactures mp3s, God manufactured us. So when problems arise, who better to go to den to the creator. i guess problems are really a part of life, we often just 4get all bout the word of God den we 4get all about God. i dunno bout u. but i really wanna run back to Him today! now thats realisation number 2.

|cowpoo| 11:00 PM|

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